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during this period, i am trying to pull myself back together again. i need to have more faith in what God has planned for my life and work my way to it. many times i feel lazy or just faithless. but as a christian, i feel growing in my faith in God is really important. my life is for God. without Him i am nothing, and i get to see that life would be meaningless without Him. I have to get back to God's word.. easy said than done but not difficult as well if i put my heart to it.
these days i get certain negative thoughts. bad thoughts of my life, my purpose, God's existence as well as friends.. well its just part and parcel of life... ok.. not JUST.. but i think i'll have to take these opportunities to help me grow as a person and not to succumb to what that might pull me down, and not to yoke with bad company or people that will drag me down as now i feel i'm not that insulated as a person. i should leave friendships, life's going-ons to God. many times when i feel irritated it only pulls me down and i can't advance up in life, in where i want to be - being affected easily emotionally by others.
other times i feel like curling up in a corner and scream why is my life in such distress.. why so many things i dun and others have? why i have troubles that seem unfair to me. then i come to realize - more of believe - that God planned problems, troubles for others that other may not see, but are existent. however i think its useless to keep compairing my own situation with others and it just helps me to stay stuck. i need friends tt will talk their trobules to me, help me with my trobules as well and not to brag so much about their own life and what their likes and dislikes.. God i pray you'll send me more friends that are this way and help me develop deeper friendships in the friendships i currently have.
wheeee i'm done for now.. :)
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