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back today again, todae the chinese oral totally sucked! lol but i'm posistive la nothing bad happen todae onli the zhong kao zhu she told me she angry coz she noe my mum told my form teacher, Miss Tay that zhong kao zhu anyhow say about the things she told me and my mother that day, she sae she angry with my mother haha.
then during oral, i was like blah blah blah, then i stop for few secs then continue 1 word then stop again then i jump over half a sentence. it went on like that and see i most probably get 0 for reading! the conversation, the question was fine, but dunno when i lost for words, then i tried to think how to sae those words i thought in eng, usually wont be a problem but when i think and look at the teachers then look up in the air ( yea that was stupid ), my mind totally blanked out! had a rather dreadful time completing the reading portion then can hear the teacher like going to yawn and sigh of boredom. then later on the conversation finish ler then the teacher asked, ni hao you she me yao bu chong de mah? meaning have you got anything to make up to it? coz the teacher let me have another chance to tell more coz i most probably sucked badly for that, but i said no lol coz i couldn't think of anythin. probably too nervous >.<.
then todae, thurdae, tml is my BD ler. fridae THE 13th! bad luck bad luck! but nbm. i juz got a new bag, but might nt bring to sch tml. i am the kind of person who hates changes like sometimes i think, if i get a new hairstyle, people will think i diaoz as well as a new bag. but its not the case from what i learnt. people don't actually give much damn if you change your hairstyle, get new bag, new shoes, new case, new glasses or if u trip and fall abit. they juz look for 1-2 secs then look away bah. so i think i have to be more positive on that. i have alot to change in terms of my behaviour and how my mind works. my mind is actually reducing slowly to peanut. i nid glasses!!! i can't concentrate properly coz i think 2 eyes lazy ler. i try to concentrate and end up tired and cannot stay long concentrating in class. but thank you ah Abi and help me thank Joel oso :) if u r readin this.
todae heard from sch mate about cases of backstabbing and evil friends. i don't noe y on earth people that evil exists. its depressing and to lose friends. i feel for the things people suffer from these. told lies by people who are not sincere, like what is a world coming to? totally negative people are childish people. they don't think things both ways, they make people depress coz they juz want to pull them in to a state of depression with them. what hypocrites! i will nt tolerate if people are to turn on me that way. but what can i do? can't do alot to prevent, but juz be cautious if these kinda stuff is to befall on me one dae. even so, i hope those people will change for the better of ourselves, our sch, and our country... erm thats the sch pledge... ok sry...
so i'll juz leave it as that, signing offf.....
Wednesday, July 11, 2007*
SRY long time no post. i've been too lazy to do so.
todae received stupid phone call from zhong kao zhu.... she talk talk talk. i skipped chinese oral olvl... she talk until cannot stop sia. i dun wan to offend any1 then i kind tok little, if nt i alreadi scold her and blast her off liao la.
den she told my mother keep telling her wad i nt pri sch kid her blah blah bullshit. skickening sia! tt teacher ( yea i'm still kind enough to refer to her as that ), one thing she tell me she nt happy about i explain, kindly explain, and there she go again... giving her own lame excuse and sae dun alwaes ex[ect sympathy from others. BULLSHIT LA! i NEVER EVER expected any shit from people lor! i dun give a damn about other people. if you like me then ok, if you don't i don't care. its that easy.
she tok tok tok, tok until my mother ( my mother is the one usually asks the teacher alot of questions and reasoning with them de ), keep quiet and later she sae,' you tok so much i also dunno what you talking about to the teacher'. o shet right nw my father also ask me about that. i better refrain from shouting... he dosen't deserve that from me.
i dun care about the stupid shit teacher ler... tml she still call my mum go down sch sia. SICK LA! go then go la! its so sick now, hate sch hate chinese language! y on earth is there chinese language?! i noe i am chinese, its not that i dun care and hate being a chinese... but i juz hate to befriend chinese language. its not what i want! i dun care if nx time china is going to be coming us as the next 'USA'. i dun care about the chinese market. i juz want to be a normal happy person, making a living from my passion. thats all i want to sae for now. sry i apologize about this horrible blog entry.
and ban beng if u reading, sry i nx time den change the music thingy, nw no mood to do much things so cya!
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