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Thursday, February 26, 2009*

hmmm these few days has been alot of ups as well as some downs. just some things i'm not proud of.. i also realize that its hard to maintain friendhips especially when it becomes as demanding as a relationship. its just demanding at the same time as between us, there is hardly any common interest and we can't relate to one another. i feel so tired whenever i have to lose my temper.. well.. i just rethink... why do i have to put so much effort into a friendship when it does not seem to other ppl now to me like a normal friendship. i'm thinking of keeping a distance.. at times i can relieve my stress, and other times it just gets on my nerves. its partially becuz i know i can't really put a full-on blame on anyone. i really hope to find a good friend that has the same interest as me, same understanding but not as hardheaded as me! haha its hard to get i guess. i feel as though i sound like a pri sch kid now wanting more friends.. feeling lonely.. i'm just feeling down. many times i think, i reflect on the things in my life. i wonder why God placed so many obstacles and it all seems really unfair eventhough i know its for my benefit of grooming my character and to be a better person. i really need God's strength but i'm not relying on it.. its almost as though i'm in distress... sry for my emo-ness

ok i'll just start on something. recently i bought Lady Gaga's CD. there were many comparisons made between christina aguilera and lady gaga. esp some spectaculations about christina imitating lady gaga's style. i think its just inanae to form that kind of conclusion. moving on to te positive side, i think lady gaga has great electro-pop style and i love her music. Songs like Paper Gangsta, Money Honey, lovegame and starstruck, i really like. the rest of the album is great too. there was just one disappointment. actually 2. the 1st disappointment is that the album is spoiled - the cover etc but luckily the cd is fine :). the 2nd disappointment = the CD did not contain one of my favorite songs from her! its called wonderful. sighz. but overall its a great album anyone should buy :)

recently i have completed a drawing called Feelin' Good. for this drawing, i wanted to attempt a simplier style and simplified concept. i intended this drawing to be a small uplifting image to viewers. the concept is waking up to a new day everyday with a positive attitude, looking away at the negative side of life. not a serious drawing, but i am satisfied with the outcome :).

i've tried to include certain pop elements and some illustration/fantasy/surreal elements.

Poem i wrote:
Feelin' Good

Its a new dawn, its a new day.
Look away from the ugly picture that situations sometimes toss at you
but focus on a brighter day.
I look high up towards the sky,
the Sun never forsakes me,
emerging behind the gloomy clouds
where I clearly see the silver linings
shimmering ever so brightly.
and I'm feelin' good, feeling great..

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done witb pencils and colour pencil
time: around 10hours
A4 office printing paper.

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