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Sunday, June 29, 2008*

finally back on here and blogging. i don't know why i am sick and tired of blogging and other stuff etc... nothing much to type in this post, just here to post 2 artworks.

the latest completed is Delicate Spirit.the proportions are like all over.. but nvm :(

Explaination for drawing:

i named the drawing Delicate Spirit is because we humans have the spirit component to us (body, soul, spirit ). the delicate spirit makes a part of our spirit whole, our personality. i drew the character nude to show her delicate side. the floating hair gives a light atmosphere to support the idea. i wanted to convey an overall expression that makes people see a beauty in her and want to protect her - like how many people feel for their special someone.

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Time less than 10hrs
Pencil 2b, 9b
A4 office printing paper
my fingers
No physical reference used.
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the other piece is a wip. heres my comment i copied and paste from the forums :)

heres the last wip of my current wip, Memories so Real.. i've shaded the background but i will be shading more of it especially the viewer's left of the drawing. i will be shading up her hair and also the flowers and frame properly. afterwhich i will do her mouth, abit more on the clouds and lastly the hands, adding roots and soil to it. i'll correct some things here and there and it'll be done! ( also will be giving the viewer's left hand abit of wrist ). will be explaining the meaning of this drawing when i post the completed :P

thats all for now, i think i have to eat my dinner soon. cya

had fun at7:21 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008*

hohoho, today, i went to the church where my mum usually goes. and i came back home from visiting afew nurseries at my home. kovan area, nice plants. i carried the thought to buy a pitcher plant ( carnivorous plant ), as i did not expect to find any venus fly-traps... i went from one nursary to another. with every next nursary i went, the pitcher plants look nicer and nicer. 1stly from those gigantic dangling ones then at last to the firm standing ones that i prefer. i initially wanted to get one of those upright standing pitcher plants but later the elderly man who i enquired abou the pitcher plants tld me about venus flytraps i got excited - anyone who is a kid at heart will be! ^^

i saw many cacti, nice orchids. but the highlights were cute, ridiculous pitcher plants and also those beautiful ones ( i have to go back there and buy! i heard the species i want is seasonal lol. last of all i also saw... STRAWBERRIES! yea strawberry plant, weird to see it bearring fruit in sg ...

here are the photos :)

this is the pitcher plant i wanna buy!

close-up. i like its slightly pinkish colour at its leaves. bad photo-quality to show that properly..

the surprising sight..

my little babies! ( maybe i should give my plant a name :D )

i then went home to reseach, i realized that venus flytraps are not easy to manage at all.... but the harder it is, more interesting it gets. currently only one trap is shut. in the plant there are - i counted - approximatly 20 traps... thats alot for a small plant. so i'll see ow it goes from here.

had fun at7:58 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008*

back again typing an entry....

today starting was good, but very much to my dismay, school ended horribly. i feel so tired, confused and frustrted on certain things.

ok heres a slight intro into the problem.. there is a schmate of mine. i'll name her by just her initials here. she is MX. i don't know her much, i just know her attitude and maturity just, really... sucks. she have shown people like my friend tiff, me and even others with disrespect.

she started to create for herself the fun by verbally bulling my friend. i was constantly irritated her what she doeswhen my friend tiffany discussed about certain issue. i thought females should bemore mature, i have all the respect for the other sex as i know so many females who are very intelligent and independent. she is just one of the few exceptions i guess... she have been addressing me to her friends as tiffany's boyfriend and maybe her own classmate.

so i'll 'narate' the incident to as much as i can recall. 1st i was at the lift area with classmate wei qiang and talking waiting for the lift, MX & her classmates also came to the lift area. and suddenly i hear, ' aye tiffan's bf leh'. there goes my last straw to hold back. this issue has been on for long and as i thought it was getting bettershe made it back to square 1..

when we were entering the lift, i went forward and ask her why she kept refering to me as tiffany's bf when i totally was not. tiff is just a good friend of mine and she found that amusing enough to give the studpi me= tiff bf feedback.. then she like did not reply alot. later when we all just entered the lift, her sms alert rang and i asked her again and she ignored me. how ignorant can she be?

i stared at her while she was using her hp. i was fuming within already. then i just told her something like,' can you stop telling people i'm tiffany's bf, its very irritating'. i was expecting abit of sensible type of reply.. then she just denied calling me tiffany's bf and she said she was or could have said she was calling someone else and how do i know she was referring to me as tiffany's bf. she was OBVIOUSLY in a state of denial and was beating around the bush. crazy to see how timid she is. then i argued with her and told her to stop talking senselessly, or maybe i told her not to act stupid. coz she was literally tring to drown my voice out of the atrocious self-defense.

hey fancy a girl - yea i still have respect t call her that - trying to out talk in loudness to a guy. girls can't out talk and even out-shout the other sex 90% of the time. and she inevitably had to shut up for awhile. i had to show her i was not a push-over. the argument was so bad, we were like raising our voices in the lift with her friends and other ppl in the lift. the quarrel was so horrible - in my standards- that i was just so heated in the head and when the lift opened, i walked out and called her a 'bitch' . i don't think any female will take it in without retorting. she immediately said ' Fuck you! '. i then commented about she fking herself and i told her to go be lesbian at geylang.

i was so horrible. i regretted saying that to her as i knew it was said in impulse. i think she might have been further angered and maybe even hurt by that remark so i admnit i'm in the wrong on that part. then we just departed in seperate, she and her friends i with qiang ge. i can't tolerate hypocrites... enough grace enough for tolerance i have given.. sometimes during times like this people should stand up for their own rights. i refused to be verbally bullied, i thank God for this incident to let me see my flaws and to build up my character. i have no idea how she is taking this whole incident as, but i hope something good will come out of this negative situation. i just hope that she will leave me and my friend alone and keep her negative comments to herself. i terribly hate her attitude, her behaviour but not her. i hope she will realize her mistakes and have more compassion and lov for people.

OK now moving on to more light-hearted stuff ( weird like these few posts i have this concept of putting my unhappy issues 1st then talk about happy things on next half of the post lol. last saturday, after cell meeting, i was discussing music with him. we talked about each other's interest on what we like about music and songs. i think he knows i have trouble putting all the songs into my handphone so he passed tiffany the ipod mp3 player. so that she can pass it to me when i see her in school.

i thank God for letting me know Willy as a person, a friend and a cell menber. he's an inspiring person, has good values and attitude. lots to learn from him and i really thank him for blessing me with that mp3 :) i hope in the future i can more giving like him, and like God.

i think thats all for now. i have to revise for my MRT test tml!

had fun at7:52 PM