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Monday, April 28, 2008*

i'm back again to blog :). sch was alright today eventhough we basically do nothnig ( hardly ) related to studying.... well at least i got a new cd! today after lunch qiang ge, daryl and i went to gamophone. qiang ge bought alicia key's album while i got my kat deluna cd :D the cd title is called '9lives'. cool huh like a cat. i love her songs like 'Whine up', ' Run the show' and ' Love me, leave me' etc. i esp love the spanish version of the songs 'Whine up' and 'Run the show'. spanish is hawt ok! the way she sings it is really enticing to my ears haha. she has a fantastic voice. this is a picture of the other version of album cover.

last week i think maybe fri or something went out to lunch with them again and i spotted a lil flying lizard when i walked past the stone thingy outside the singapore art museum. got a shock lol

then we went back and take a look at it and later it suddenly jumped onto my shirt. its kinda cute though the lizard :D . then daryl went to catch it. here are some friendly shots with him and the lil flying lizard. haha

this are 2 photos taken of s25 for Kenny's departure.

this is a photo taken in the morning one of the past few days. i love skys like this. just wonderful.

and this rather candid photo of qiang. LOL i call this 'Forsaken'. haha its just some kind of random photo la, but i like how the light shines and the 'pose of his hands. it creates something, almost like meaningful huh? haha.

and this photo i took around the week before. see... this is how some fellow singaporeans reserve seats... i find it amusing about the method, pretty absurd even though not as bad as tissue papers :D

i think the last picture i'm posting is a photo i took just yesterday. after service in CHC, i went with my cell to expo hall 6 or 5, i've forgotten... but anyway, i saw triplets, they're adorable and pushing the doors. cute leh haha.

hmmm thats all i think for the pictures... quite alot compared to my other posts. now i think i'll talk about whats been on my mind lately.
i feel that i'm a very hard-headed person. i don't take comments easily and i think i am easily offensive without me myself knowing how much i hurt others. i have to change. through time i believe as long as i try God will give me the strength through the journey of change.
i want to have a better character, a person with good values. i have to cut down on random 'durty' jokes i talk from time to time. i'm positive that i will be able to change. through ministry and cell group and daily quiet time, i know He will widen my capacity to do things. i believe the more i seek answers in Him the stronger my spirit will be, the easier i can withstand troubles and other people's negativity and childish attitudes ( o man i know i am quite chilish at times :D ).
Jesus is my answer to everything. he is the reason why i live. He is the treasure that i seek. i'm really happy to have known Him.

i've been praying to receive the gift of tongues for the past week. i believe God spoke through bible verses over quiet time and sermon to me about tongues and having faith in Him.then yesterday during service pastor Kongpreached about prayer and the importance of speaking in tongues. then later he prayed for all in the hall to receive tongues. i felt God's pressence during the season. His pressence is amazing. i started speaking in tongues and i believe it isn't false and i'm not that doubtful about it - i spoke it more fluently than when i tried at home in the past. i had to break through fear barriers to start praying in tongues yesterday. was an amazing experience.

hmmmm God is an amazing God. i'm currently serving in usher ministry and i think it is an enjoyable ministry, one that can stretch my capacity. there were 2 weeks of internal ushering that i dozed off during service. i was really tired as i have a habit of sleeping around 3 hours the day before ( thats too little sleep for me ). then it came to last saturday it was already 12plus then i wanted to do my quiet time. but i talked to wilson over the phone instead and i did my quiet time later. i slept at around 1plus. before i slept, i prayed to God for tml's ushering and i prayer that he will provide me with the energy to serve Him so that i will not be tired and will gladly receive the msg the next day at service. amazingly enough, even though i lacked the sleep i was very much awake the whole time in church. i was able to carry out my usher duty quite alright. throughout the whole service i know that God was beside me helping me along. i am so thankful to Him lots. i was happy also that i did not doze off like how i would everytime i lacked sleep. He is the God of miracles. i will keep my trust in Him.

thats all i'm blogging for today gtg do my own stuff. :)

had fun at9:57 PM