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Wednesday, April 23, 2008*

hmmm these few days were alright. currently i'm happy that my drawing is turning out well and i am finally drawing the cage already! i drew it halfway out faster than expected and i hope to complete it by next week :) i'll then be able to explain my views about the drawing and the reason why i drew it and its meaning, i'm pretty excited about that.

today i bought an album Spirit from Leona lewis. she is a fantastic singer, really. i have not listened to the cd but i know afew of her songs from it. and i love bleeding love, a very arty song, with arty farty lyrics i mean deep lyrics. and i love the other song called 'Better in Time'. really beautiful song.... its hard for such a song to come by. a picture i found online of how the album looks like

i have always wanted my art to gain more publicity even though my drawings are not alot as yet, i'm lazy! still for a start i created this website of mind like last year. its kinda a free website. i don't know how to make a website from scratch lol well but at least signing and making a simple website online is my simple way out and its a great way to 'showcase' one's work, like an online portfolio. at the website i stated what art is to me. God is an artistic person and i think without art in this world, everything will be so boring! art is like every physical thing ( or music etc ). i believe my purpose is to make art and use it to glorify my God, Jesus. i'm really thankful for being given with the ability to really draw and convey what my mind things and my yearning to express myself.
here is my website link: http://www.freewebs.com/boyusflare/index.htm

these few days, i've heard people commenting about a friend of mine. people discriminate so easily, and i know i'm abit like that but its actually very much cleared up in my case. but for the people in my sch, they're nice people but i HATE their partial attitudes towards things. their way of thinking is only of low level, i'm not trying to bring myself up for that comment. i just feel irritated when they make discriminating comments and make fun of people.

some of them who are actually christians when they know they aren't supposed to speak of foul language they still do. that way i see them as hypocrites. why call yourself christians when you yourselves don't change? i don't hate them, just part of their attitudes. maybe i am too complacent. there isn't perfection in this world i just hope God will help me, guide me along to build up my capacity to tolerate gibberish and behaviour from others. i really hope that people around will want to change for the better. many whom i know are just blinded by the beauty of sin, many different kind of pervertedness ( if this word exists ). i'm sad at that.

for the ignorant person who tagged at my blog, thats how i see him as i've described the people in the previous paragraph. low-life people who needs time to change. they are the only ones who can change themselves, if they refuse, they'll just head for hella hell. in the past those type of comments i get from those nobodies - for example when i was sec 2, one of my volleyball seniors said i look like a vampire- would hurt me alot but right now these have not much or no effect on me anymore. its just at times people with their naive comments try to put others down, its better to live life to the fullest to disappoint them and their negative comments. fun isn't fun when such insults are thrown to the other party. its sad, but i'm glad to say that i won't dwell in those things. i know the tag was for fun, but it just sucks.

i'm so happy to be able to know my cell group S25, they've thought me lots of things, i am abit more opened compared to last time already. i'm thankful to the friends there who helped me to know more about God and character building. thank you God for sending those people for my improvement. i hope i will be able to do the same to help others improve next time when i've got the chance to.

i'm thankful to God for His grace and mercy and His love. people say God is love ( i'm nt sure if the bible says that ) and i believe that. i hope to show love to others God has given me and learn less to discriminate people. thats all i'm blogging for today :)

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