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Wednesday, March 26, 2008*

having a flu and cough for the past 4 days. now its almost back to normal - getting better :). just now had bible study with evelyn, she was very kind. like very commonly i see her bless people with things food, bible etc... then i learnt about daily prayer today. prayer is an important activity to communicate with God. i'm determined to grow in my christian faith and have a closer relationship with God :)

i feel a lil bad by skipping the service duty for ushering during easter. the easter drama was great! very funny at many parts of the play. the actors were rather professional as well, and i'm thankful for the event that the church and its people can reach out people who don't know Christ.

i remember, if i'm not wrong, last friday i was in the bus feeling really tired after a long day at sch. i went into double decker bus 51 and got an empty seat. then i took a nap.. after awhile a slightly plump man in his mid-30s ( looked like it ) sat beside me. i think he was like hell more exhausted than me??? coz when i was resting he was also taking a nap. slowly he lean closer and closer to my side until he was as though fallen asleep. the worse thing is he was lying on me as his side support and was very heavy! after a few moments he awoke. then this process continued like almost 20 times!! was super irritating la, but still i think its not totally his fault. i just feel a little weird how he can be awake and be asleep the next moment.. was an uncomfortable and tiring situation then.

hmm today i just got my ez-link card. the pic was like.. ---___---!!!! dunno how come my expression like hei she huey ( gangster ) and looked like wanna beat up a person that kinda expression. heres a super blurr photo of the ezlink picture just for laughs :D 1st time see angry face in ez-link card :D

the photographer i good, its just my face.. my face ruin the ezlink card :D

now going onto the topic----> DRAWING
i love art and drawing. i really hope one day with patience and determination i can achieve a breakthrough in art. i need to grow in faith that through God's grace and strength i will be able to pull through life with art. drawing right now is my utmost passion. i hope i can achieve great heights starting from deviant art once i become more productive in completing my works.... ( i've got only 3 completed drawings that i take a good amount of fancy in, which is too little for an artist ). i need to kick out the laziness in me and bring the old me back. i was still very delighted to draw before Olvls and after my Os, i've been drawing so lil... till then i have not completed any drawings yet! i hope i will complete my current soon though.

life is so wonderful, with age and knowledge through time and experiences, i know i will be able to appreciate life much more. in life man are making their own assumptions, so many things that we do are so harmful and sinful that we direct our attention to the negative nature of life. so to think, i'm very glad to be in the right church, cell group and knowing the right people.

i've heard from pastor and eyelyn in bible study that life is not a bed of roses. this applies alot more for us christians. we are often ridiculed, mocked and laughed at for what we believe in. but it'll be far more fruitful in knowing God. i've learn't that God is my pillar of strength, hope and guidance. i'll have to start having regular daily quiet time already.

thats all for today's blogging :)

had fun at5:00 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008*

Finally blogging again. i haven't complete the drawing yet so no updates for now :(. i will be kinda busy this week, have to serve usher for 4 services i think. will be tiring! i fasted for 3 days le. last week wed and fri i fasted. then today is my 3rd day. i was super hungry. on my 1st day of fasting, at 6pm ( the time the fasting ends ), i was already waiting at the table waiting to eat the food i laid there :D. then when it hit 6, i chiong a! eat and eat haha. i hope through fasting, more ppl will be able to come, God will make a way for me to reach out to more people for this easter.

so far sch's been quite good. met some nice people, interesting people and crazy people! lol... well i got to know another aaron... which looks like a lil kid haha, but quite intelligent in maths. then there is the girl, pearlyn who keeps calling me tiffany... lol well but overall i think its a fun class ba. i thank God for it :)

today, i met up with Gwyn to catch up on each other's going-ons. got quite amusing things to talk today ba, and i just hope he will be able to come to the easter celebration :)

here is a cute photo and a cool photo i took from the geographic mag.

the bear is so cute, i wonder if its digital or real life de??

this is a cool photo that i think i can manipulate to draw it in a very very cool concept! lovely...

had fun at7:55 PM

Saturday, March 08, 2008*

hmmmm just heard from my sis that people are ?ridiculing?? me in another class? calling me mr tiffany and then laugh?? LOL DON'T call me Mr Tiffany... call me Tiffany can already idiots. so lame sia, i am also not her bf, humans in this generation have no compassion, although sometimes i can be impatient with her but many just put her down, discriminate her. mindless people, senseless, deviod of feelings and filled with pride. useless beings even christians who gossiped and laughed. i can't believe i'm living in a country, or maybe just the school with such ignorant, childish freaks.

laughing and playing like in secondary schools. PLZ LAH at least show more than just narrow-mindedness PUURLEASE! whats wrong with being a friend of another? why the looking down on a person by just judging a book by its cover? whats wrong with mixing with people that they don't usually get to?

wow... a blog is so good to let all these frustrating feelings out. i yearn to meet intelligent people. maybe i'm a freak who desires to speak with another of the same 'art-headed' mindset. mainly, i view many people around my age having the perspective of life as bleak, bland, filled with stupidity and fooled around more than i do. i can't stand the foolishness or irritants roaming in school and the attention seekers. i'm only referring to certain idiots in my sch and some who are not idiots at all. i believe there are people who possess the least bit of maturity to know what i'm thinking, what are my intentions towards doing certain things. i have to say alot of kids in sch i see are cowards more than me.

done.

had fun at12:36 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008*

its been awhile since i last blogged. now i'm studying in CHEC: City Harvest Education Centre. its a private sch. i'm currently retaking my Os, schs been fun made quite afew fun people :).

i've just completed my usher training last weekso i'll be resting 1 week and i'll start my official serving. i hope i will not get too much scolding ( i must do a good job and learn how to be a good usher! ).

These few days went well, and my art block is already very much removed! so heres an update! ( final update of this drawing and the following words i copied and paste what i typed in the art forum )

yo fellow artists i'm back with the final wip of this drawing. i just sketched out the other half of the concept of this drawing with the dead trees, cage and outline of the dove. these are at really sort of rought sketch stage, i will add details and contrast and build on more shadings to them on the final drawing. i'll continue with the hand as i've not touch that part of the drawing that much yet and also gonna shade up the area of the smaller flowers and shape the fire lining of the drawing.
i will tell more about this drawing after i've completed it. :P

Taken with my mobile phone.

had fun at9:41 PM