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Wednesday, January 23, 2008*

todae was my 1st day of work. this job is recommended from wilson's frens.. then thus wilson intro me to it lolx.. the job is very VERY SLACK! can't say much but most of the time i was only talking to the guy whom i was working with for tt shift ( there was nothing else to do but talk lol ).

the 1st paragraph i typed yesterdae then i continue this post todae. today is my results day. i feel stressed, down, depressed of the outcome. whatever the results, i know God will pull something good out of it. thanks to the kind ppl who prayed for me too, God bless ya'all!

i need to get a pair of shoes.. lol i wore sch shoes to work ( see how bad it is ). then i need to get a pair of jeans ( no jeans now, i totally don't dig it.. just need it as a kind of essential :( ). then maybe today might go out shopping with my sis? but i'm afraid of the bus-fare. now after sec sch is adult transport fee ler. haiyo..

had fun at9:14 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008*

today i feel frustrated, like i wasted on something i shouldn't... i feel mentally worn out.. i feel that i have full of angst within me... i will pray for God to lead my way.

Life is a long journey. i'm gonna state my goals for this year and my life.

Goals This Year
1. get good results for O'lvls
2. get to know God better
3. be a better Christian
4. get rid of my unpleasant attitude
5. be more patient
6. needa train fitness ( get healthy! )
7. get my art noticed
8. communicate with people effectively ( need help for this.. )
9. get rid of the spirit of laziness within me
10.be a better friend
11.be a better son
12.be a better sibling
13.be a better student
14.get a job
15.try new sports
16.trust in God more and more

My Life Goals
1. have my art internationally reknown ( thats when i improve my art a great deal )
2. bring many people to Christ, influence people through my art.
3. win art competitions
4. do missionary work
5. visit countires like Holland, Paris etc..
6. live a great life for God, fufil God's vision for me.

these are all for now, i hope life will be better. i have to work towards my goals!!

had fun at5:24 PM

back again typing late ( early into the morning )...

i just need something to get this irritating, frustrating feeling out.
hate it when people leave you out for some info. hate to elaborate here... shet.
now i know how a friend felt when that happened to him. freak it.

i know that i must bear with the frustration, i know God put me through this seemingly small little negative thing for a reason. to build me, my character up, maybe, yes most probably...

i want to live everyday as a good person, i will try to be less selfish ( not that i say i am but just in case i am ). i hope people around can do the same, i hope there are no miscommunications. i hate when i see naive people despite their age being the same as mine... i know all these i experience all accomodates to the betterment of me.

Thank you God for giving me the things i want, like the ability for drawing. and also thank you God for giving me the things i don't ( that i don't want to elaborate ).

people don't tell me what to do when you are selfish. its like for a sec, a minute or an hour i see you as a brat. i don't want to talk anymore... verbally... help me by stopping it..

i think my next post will be on my post. sry 4 tis, i had to get all my thoughts, though not straight and direct, out. at least i feel better now den just then...

had fun at1:51 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008*

1stly, i know its late but still.. HAPPY NEW Year!! it will be a great year, although mine did not start out good at all but it'll be better :). had some family problems at the begining of the year and yesterday controversy with my mother. there are some things which i could not bear any longer.

i'm a lazy person, so my posts are on and off, on and off. weeks, maybe a month ago, watched movie hitman with cell group. then watched i am legend with gabriel those guys. quite some time ago le. i want to watch AVP2 but i'm kinda broke.. soo i'll give that a miss :(...

and i want to get a job! till now still have not gotten one yet, but i have a bad feeling for it, somehow. i've been lazy as ever to draw, so no drawing updates for now.

i like the site, www.facebook.com , its more interactive than friendstaer and myspace. with nice applications :) i like playing heroes on facebook and slayers and other creatures the thingy.

here are some pictures to share.
a cold korean noodle dish that is almost distasteful to eat! i almost choked on the noodle coz its very plain and very very very hard to chew. like chewing on very very soft rubberband! LOL

the distasteful kinda look from the noodle bowl.. yuck!

the union/garlic thingy i spat out from the korean food set. yuck!

i muched on the ikan-bilis only from the set after i gave up on the noodles... how pathetic

sharks fin my mother bought! ( = to faster extinction of those sharks i'm sry ).

this sharks fin is not the typical one you eat in restaurants, so i am not really used to this one. but my mum bought the actual one so maybe i'll get to eat on chinese new year! :D

thats all for now :D good day people!

had fun at5:31 PM