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Friday, December 28, 2007*

yesterdae went out with gabriel the group. bowled at 1st and i tried bowling, i mean tried and nt just throw and was okay, just not too good. i am not a very fast leaner for playing new games :D then later we went to catch the movie I Am Legend. was very nice the whole concept. the ending abit sad, but was worth the watch :) is hardly you can find another actor to actor in a movie doing a one-man's show. she i got to give the actor will smith credit for that :D

then today i stayed home all day and i think i'll post the current progress of my drawing. so here goes my ranting...
here is the next stage of the drawing. i've added more contrast and will continue to do so at appropriate parts. i am, compared to the other wips processes for other drawings am very satisfied and confident of how this is coming out. i was quite fearful at 1st when everything seemed to be falling apart, and am unsure if whether the completing of this will put everything together.

i have not done the aura quite well yet, i'll try to make it look like fire aura or something as it still looks quite like candy floss :D i will be drawing a burning flower to her hair on the upper left of the drawing. i need to find a flower ( do some research on ), on the kind of flower that symbolises life. later on i will see if i need to add on more solid shades to her face and still retain the soft, peaceful feeling that might be already evident.

had fun at9:00 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007*

the christmas service at church last sunday was great. the candles that every member held gave a magnificient view :). it was Jesus's birthday :D then afterwhich there was a mini christmas party at Daryl's house. i was super fatiguw so naturally my mouth will be shut and i will hardly socialise with people :( i needa rid of the bad habit!

then on forgot which day after last sunday, went out with Gab and wee yang to job agency. then later go wif them see them play bowling. i dun like to plae bowling so non for me :)

i am still working on the drawing of Anointment, feeling quite positive although the drawing isn't magnificient yet, i hope it will be in the end. i have to break bounderies with my skills in order to do so and i know God will lend me a hand :)

here are the few photos the white is gab and black is wee yang
wee yang in concentration..

wee yang shoots! and looks...

Gab Concentrates :D

he shoots with.. erm.. style?? mayb...

lol thats all i guess!

had fun at2:00 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007*

haven't been blogging much these days. On Monday my mother, sis and i went to our grandparents' house. its like ages since we last visited them. i really want to bring my grandparents to know about God. they are good people. who did not make an effort to visit them in the past and they are still treat us so well, i do feel quite guilty. then later that day, i was supposed to go and meet tiff to see the carolling wei en was performing at. but just nice i and my sis coudn't leave too soon thus we coudln't make it in time and in the end tiff had to come all the way from orchard i think to kovan. then we just went to mac. then after that quite late le then we walked her to the bus-stop.

before we met tiff, my sis and i were shopping at Heartland mall. just did some shopping for vlothes. i bought 2 new shirt. they are to my liking, looks presentable and neat :D. i have been lacking of shirt to wear when i go out, so i was quite happy to go out shopping for the clothes. i think i still have to get some more clothes for chinese new year. and pants and belt...

the other day, quite long ago, i went with my sis to watch enchanted, quite funny and nice, altough the ending was ok but overall was good :)

moving on, i am trying to bring people to CHC church this sunday for the christmas celebration. i feel the sense that all the unconfirmed people i invited are nt coming. i will put my trust in God for that and believe i can get my friends to know about God. i still believe in God, that God will make the way even though some people avoid me because of my religon.

i feel down from time to time, i hope God will release me of my negative feelings and uncertainties.

i think i will just end here. so this is the photo when we were waiting tiffan's bus.

had fun at7:46 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007*

was in church camp for the past 3 days. the camp was good :) i hope God can heal my inability to communicate freely. at most times i also find laziness getting in my way. i just want to get rid of the bad things in my life, be a good/nice person. i am feeling kinda crappy now for somethings but i'm sure God will change all that, i'll put my trust in Him. My only source for inner peace. there will always be obstacles, but i'll just remember to be positive in God, he will lead my way through the odds.

i have to continue on my current drawing i did. i am currently doing the piece i named it Salvation is Here: Anointment. i want to do something for God, a drawing to reach out to more people. let them have a chance to feel God's presence, God's love. i am adamant my purpose in life is to draw for God, as i aspire alot to draw, alot...

and the close-up

i really want to express my thoughts and emotions into this.

i think thats all for now :)

had fun at2:16 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007*

now at home on com. the past 2 days i have been working on a drawing. i think its about time i draw something about christianity and God. i have 80% of the concept in my head already and i started to look through the reference ( my DA friend's photos ). she sent me 3 photos of her and i decided to use 2 of the photos as a base, i mean a huge base for my drawing.

yesterday just got haircut as it will be less messy later at camp lol. nothing much to talk about that. talking about camp, church camp is coming soon! i think it will be a good opportunitiy to know God better and maybe know my cell group better :) i just hope that i can be more open lol. communication verbally is still my weakness...

too bad wei en can't go to the camp as he said his schedule is packed... hmm and it has been a long time since i wonder how others are doing. some friends i have not contacted in awhile. like wilson, its kinda weird. coz during the studying period before exams we studied kinda together almost everyday if i'm not wrong. hope he's doing fine.

my sister have been thinking that we should visit our grandparents. as they love us but we don't even visit them other than when there are special occasions! we have hardly any communication. they are old already. i really want to bring them to Christ, but i don't know how. i don't want it be too later, like they pass away and they've not received Christ. it happened to my aunt. she died rather young, when she was in a coma. my family visited her during the day and after like an hour later she died. its very sad.

i hope i can reach out to more people in the future using my art. thats for sure!

had fun at4:12 PM