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Sunday, October 21, 2007*
todae was an experience for me...
my quarrelled with a fcuking bithc again - notice i'm nice enough not to type the colourful language properly?
she has no idea how irritating and childish ( yea not childlike if thats what you're thinking ) she is. can;'t she just imagine her in my shoes? she should just see how she treats me like dirt, shrugs me off the computer like i'm a nobody EVERYTIME.
she is older thna me.. but so what? i am still human and i can say my IQ isn't lower than hers neither than my EQ ( my EQ lvl is onli displayed to people who deserves it ). childish piece of shit ( now its my turn to brush you off huh? ). when i give you a taste of your ass manufactured medicine, you dislike it darn lot. but when you did it on me ( pulling out the line, deleteing the videos i downloaded etc. ), you smirk with delight not knowing how much u irritated me, almost ignoring the pride i am still upholding. but there is one thing i am different from you ( not mentioning physical sense), i am not as fake as you, you're ugly on the outside and within. you're nobody in my eyes, but juz a pile of unholy swine... i mean swine's dung...
she has no idea, nt a slight thought how much she should change. she isn't likeable in actual i must sae. i just realized that todae i have no sister... from the begining tt piece of shit has regarded me a something else. i dare sae 'thing' as she never once treated me with respect... how a worthless crap you are.
after listening to christina aguilera's song, I Will Be, i knew that i have just myself to depend on in life. I can't help to think that i could have depended on her for the smallest things... that crap dung.... i know that after that incident... i'm adamant about never talking to her ever again. yes i MEAN IT.
i felt so all alone in my room.. cried my heart out but theres no one to hear or see. i wanted so badly to shout... i needed space... a needed freedom to scream my worries off... my anger... i needed to get it out of me... but i know i am not allowed in my room... no one to comfort me... unlike that piece of shit having another piece of worthless crap to comfort her... i dun care if they read this entry me calling them BOTH a worthless shit... they truely SUCK to the CORE. why did u come out of the room and stare at me? you think u can shut me up? were u signalling thAt id i should open my mouth again you'll kill me? Venting your anger to bring death upon me? your gaze was so empty, i could juz stare at u all dae thinking that you're just another swine like the bithc.
i know i must carry on my life being strong without anyone beside me comforting me in times of need. i have no friends or parents thAt will stand beside me... i'll not let them kill me from within, ganging up against me.... stripping my pride away? yea still trying? its not gonna work now. i will be strong on my own, leading the life i want... school's not for me... never was.... and last of all, stop pretending that you care shit... never talk to me or communicate with me EVER AGAIN... coz u are not trustable, fickle ASS...
destructing the people that yearn so much to drive me nuts...3..2..1..**
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