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Thursday, July 12, 2007*

back today again, todae the chinese oral totally sucked! lol but i'm posistive la nothing bad happen todae onli the zhong kao zhu she told me she angry coz she noe my mum told my form teacher, Miss Tay that zhong kao zhu anyhow say about the things she told me and my mother that day, she sae she angry with my mother haha.

then during oral, i was like blah blah blah, then i stop for few secs then continue 1 word then stop again then i jump over half a sentence. it went on like that and see i most probably get 0 for reading! the conversation, the question was fine, but dunno when i lost for words, then i tried to think how to sae those words i thought in eng, usually wont be a problem but when i think and look at the teachers then look up in the air ( yea that was stupid ), my mind totally blanked out! had a rather dreadful time completing the reading portion then can hear the teacher like going to yawn and sigh of boredom. then later on the conversation finish ler then the teacher asked, ni hao you she me yao bu chong de mah? meaning have you got anything to make up to it? coz the teacher let me have another chance to tell more coz i most probably sucked badly for that, but i said no lol coz i couldn't think of anythin. probably too nervous >.<.

then todae, thurdae, tml is my BD ler. fridae THE 13th! bad luck bad luck! but nbm. i juz got a new bag, but might nt bring to sch tml. i am the kind of person who hates changes like sometimes i think, if i get a new hairstyle, people will think i diaoz as well as a new bag. but its not the case from what i learnt. people don't actually give much damn if you change your hairstyle, get new bag, new shoes, new case, new glasses or if u trip and fall abit. they juz look for 1-2 secs then look away bah. so i think i have to be more positive on that. i have alot to change in terms of my behaviour and how my mind works. my mind is actually reducing slowly to peanut. i nid glasses!!! i can't concentrate properly coz i think 2 eyes lazy ler. i try to concentrate and end up tired and cannot stay long concentrating in class. but thank you ah Abi and help me thank Joel oso :) if u r readin this.

todae heard from sch mate about cases of backstabbing and evil friends. i don't noe y on earth people that evil exists. its depressing and to lose friends. i feel for the things people suffer from these. told lies by people who are not sincere, like what is a world coming to? totally negative people are childish people. they don't think things both ways, they make people depress coz they juz want to pull them in to a state of depression with them. what hypocrites! i will nt tolerate if people are to turn on me that way. but what can i do? can't do alot to prevent, but juz be cautious if these kinda stuff is to befall on me one dae. even so, i hope those people will change for the better of ourselves, our sch, and our country... erm thats the sch pledge... ok sry...

so i'll juz leave it as that, signing offf.....

had fun at11:01 PM