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Thursday, April 12, 2007*

todae sianz and tired, i juz feel sooo bored. skipped chem after sch lesson todae. go oso no use de. i dun understand a single damn thing bout formulas. how am i gonna past mid yr? i have no idea. juz feel tired

Uneventful day although todae got run 2.4km for physical fitness test. the first time i ran after a loooong time since i did properly for the 2.4km ran was like 3 weeks ago i tink my timing was 15.15min, the next week was 14.05 and this week, for the actual test was 12.59. improved alot since 3 weeks ago but my timing was still nt good enough, should have drank more salt added more salt to my cereal drink this morning hehe.

i feel a little weird to go wei en church this week sundae. my church last time ( methodist church ) believed about speaking in tongues while my fren's church doesn't i donno if i am making the right choice. these few daes abit tired and giddy in the head like feeling of fever and like got the feeling of food stuck at the back of my nose. horrible!

i still don't know bout my future even if i work hard.... i don't know if there is any use at all. art-related works in singapore are all so lowly paid, i'm like wad for putting myself in all these torture of studying? its unfair that certain countries do not solely rely on certs and wadeva in singapore. not a flame, just a thought. paper and paper and paper why does everything have to be on paper? even letting people know your abilities on paper to prove to people you can do something.

i just want to draw everyday for the rest of my ife. 24hrs a day is toooooooo SHORT! SIGHZ. at moz timez i m reali confused about wad life is all about, too many possible reasons.

my eyes are shutting signing off for nw :- i

had fun at7:51 PM